I have never really had a full social calendar. When I was younger I did whatever I could to set up weekend plans in order to combat feelings that there was something socially unattractive about me.  These days I don’t think much about it, but this morning when  friend called to reschedule our Friday afternoon date and we agreed on Sunday, I noticed that once again my weekend schedule is wide open. Up, for a moment, came that old funny feeling, this time wrapped in the words, “I wonder what she thinks of me.” Granted, my husband and I are … Continue reading →